Heyyyyyy!!! I'm back again after a long break. Feel like to drop something since my last update. Life goes pretty well on me, not much headaches like before. I'm leaving my job due to my health condition since last 3 months, but Alhamdullilah I'm still surviving. Missing my daily routine, going to work dealing with office matters etc, hope I could finish my quarantine seasons period soon. Sad truth, I still have to rely on medications on a daily basis, or for another year perhaps. Tak suka but I have too...sebab nak sihat macam dulu.
Mom just got back from Mekah last week, there's so many things happened while she's away. Most a good things I could say. I truly relieved once I saw her arrived safely at the airport, what else more I could asked except for her hugs and to comes back in peace. Alhamdullilah, Allah listen to my pray even though she going through a bunch of difficultly. I have make my decision by spending my own money just to make her happy...maybe once in her lifetime and Allah ease everything today. I'm glad to see her smiles, the smiles on her face is too priceless. I couldn't ask Allah more than this. It seems like no more happiness is greater than this, knowing my time is limited to be next to her. No doubt I do miss her a lot lately, the more I grow, the more I realize that mom is the best ever friend that I ever had. She can easily read my mind in may ways, she gave me life and never once asked for anything in return. That's one of her secret, always giving without expectations. I may not like her always, we may have arguments and fights sometimes but she will never let me down. I wish I could tell her how much she mean to me.. but surely I have no words to describe how much I admire her in everything she has done to the family. I'm sorry that I don't thank you enough, thank you for putting up with me. Words are not enough to express the gratitude you deserve for all that you have done for us throughout our life. May Allah bless you with endless happiness, fulfill all your dreams and aspirations...esp your doa and my last hope May Allah reward you a better home in Jannah. Inshallah.
