A long holidays again, I should admit Malaysian have too much of love of enjoying holidays. The whole nation are celebrating the triplets achievements! Celebrating of our athletes for making Malaysia as a champion of Sea Games 2017 in our motherland Kuala Lumpur, continuing with 60th Merdeka Day and Aidiladha. Absolutely a big celebration for the nation! I'm not really enjoying myself for having a this long holidays, I was stuck up in massive traffice jammed for 2hrs on my way back home day before the holidays. It seems like everybody are taking early trip of making the whole entire roads flooded with vehicles everywhere. Truly a massive nightmare when you have to take a long period of driving for a normal distance.!
Eventually I'm bored and here I'm back writing at this place again..yeah a very long ages leftover blogs I could say, there's so many things happening lately. I'm not exactly complaining but I couldn't believe finally the day has come that quick. -sigh!
Yeap.. I'm finally resigned from my work after 8yrs being working. A bunch of wasted days focusing on something I cannot nor could I have ever changed. Sadly, it can be extremely frustrating being on receiving end of bullshit but it's even more frustrating knowing I am the only person who put myself there. Some people may not realize what we have seen, they just don't want to chance. Or maybe their habits change for a moment but deep down, in their core with the same mentality and way of living still exists.
Being an empath, it takes a lot for me to walk away from something. I feel so incredibly tied to things that touch me it almost seems wrong to leave. A major fault probably being so loyal that I put up with nonsense for far too long. But yeahh know what, there comes a day....a point of your life. A moment when the lights turn on and you can see things for what they actually are and the end I can tell to myself, this is not my battle to fight for. Walk away without guilt, shame or feeling like I've abandoned anyone. Here the day has come, I notice how wonderful life can be despite not going according to my plan...trust and have faith, I believe life was meant to be lived happily. Well, rezeki Allah luas, mine has ended here.
hrmmm....I wish I could share this moment with you, spending time with you and expressing my feeling after all I gone through ups and downs ...but sadly, you're not here anymore.
