It's friday ... looking down from my back yard, there's a beautiful mosque nearby. I can see clearly there's a lot of cars surrounded the mosque area, everybody seems like rushing heading to the mosque to perform a Friday prayer. Subhanallah, the same happens everywhere where all Muslim are getting together under one roof to pray just for Allah. The greatness of the Almighty Allah, the most merciful and beneficent, all muslim around the world are heading towards the same direction.
I know I'm not a good muslim but I'm trying to be one, a lot more to learn what is Islam all about..not just having the name of Islam on my identification. All I want is to marry a good muslim guy who can treats me correctly with respect. I want a husband that reads Quran to me that would make me admire him..
Syukur for all the sustenance given by Allah, what else I need more in life. He giving me a comfortable life and fulfilling my wishes, a good job, owned a nice house, money to spend on what I wanted and the most important things is getting back to my family. Even though there's thing I couldn't have but that's okay, I can't have everything I wish for...
Things come and go, that's life all about. He took away things that I love the most but replaced with a guidance to something I really need.."janji Allah itu pasti"....
Too much of time spent at home by doing nothing, so many things in my head, 2 empty boxes are waiting for me to be filled by old clothes. It's time for clearing and cloth replacement from my wardrobe. No more skirts, sleeveless and of course those inappropriate dresses need to be removed. No point of keeping it because I'm no longer need them start now on. Not saying a drastic changes but I need to blend everything with what I've decided.
May Allah bless me with everlasting patience and faith in Him..ameeeen..
