Monday, September 25, 2017

blunt

Working day, had my meeting dengan client petang tadi. Basically I have no worries about anything in my mind, yealah aku dah resigned kan so none of my business anymore. Just be there tunjuk muka as courtesy and respect as I still need to keep my sustained my networking even though I’m leaving the company soon. I’m a bit frustrated kot with the company, typical bumi company yang tak reti nak jaga relationship dengan client even though the project is really a stepping point untuk dorang to established the relationship with one of the giant agency in the country. I can’t do much anyway, bukan company aku pun even I’d put all my heart into this project but by end of the day company sendiri yang seems screwed up..what can I do. 🤷🏼‍♀️

As promised I’ve managed it everything till the end tapi so sayang they don’t know the right way to keep the momentum in the company. Everyone seems like losing the interest, company direction kelaut and staff hilang focus and everybody is like pushing so hard to prove individual capability instead of the giving the best for the organization, sampai sanggup pijak kawan sendiri. Sadly the management didn’t see all that, the unhealthy influences spread around the circles that make things even worse when everyone is losing respect towards each others! Macam mana nak kerja macam tu.. Semua nak jadi boss, semua nak tunjuk hebat walaupun the fact tak hebat mana pun. Too much of politics will not going to be a healthy place to stick on. Sabar ada limit jugak takut nanti jadi giler sudahnya..sebelum aku sakit mental baiklah aku blah ajer...I’m not running away from problems but I had enough with all the bullshits.🙄

Sayang, of cos sayang that’s what I can say but sometimes we need to learn things in life jugak. There’s a time for us to letting things go not because we didn’t love it anymore cuma it’s time to give the space to others or maybe that’s not meant for us anymore. The more we hold it, the more we are not happy with it so why should we dumped ourselves to a place that not make you happy in life? Tak perlu kot..we deserve something much better outside.☺️😊

I feel sorry for all this people actually, they just refused to wake up! Bak kata orang mimpi disiang hari aka syok sendiri without having a thought that clients tu penting kot. If you’re not talking to them and without having a good relationship how could you expect them to cooperate to make things work right?! Maybe my opinion tak sama with the rest but I don’t carelah.. I’m not losing anything, my time is over. I only can wish them a very best of luck with those action items list given during the meeting. Let’s see what will happen next week, I just want to see how they going to complete all those in the list within a short period of time. Yeahh depan client semua boleh that’s why can simply give a deadline without thinking rationally.😎 

 I always keep in mind this statement ... you’ll never get a second chance to make a great first impression... !!! Hrmmm 😊kalau important meeting pun client kena tunggu how laa to make a second impression! Punctuality memang out giler even though dah kasi advance alert about the scheduled. Dream on that’s not gonna happened again!🤠 .... memang malu dengan perangai dorang ni tapi I’ve decided not to react anything during the meeting because everybody is aware that I’m totally done with everything. Pandai² lepas ni dorang nak handle macam mana, somehow I knew the client dah memang frust giler dengan perangai ‘take things for granted’ dorang ni. Kalau tak kena dengan gaya next project memang takkan dapat dorang ni, hrmmm just my wild guess lah...not me the one to decide pun...🤓

Macam pepatah melayu ada kata, macam kacang lupakan kulit. Tapi macam tak betul jer pepatah tu, ada ke kacang cari kulit dia balik. Hahaha🤣🤣 i dunno but memang sound kelakar peribahasa melayu which aku sendiri pun tak paham. Bunyi jer macam paham! My first ever precious experience in life, banyak benda aku belajar good and bad. Benda yang tak dapat beli dengan wang ringgit so I really appreciate that but time has come I’ve to let it go jugak. Doakan yang baik² ... for those are still there, aku doakan kejayaan pada semua.. okaylah nak tido nak tido nak tido...I really need my good sleep now.. till tomorrow.... xoxo 😘