Yesterday will never comeback again, change is never easy. I fight to hold on, you fight to go. Letting you go is something that the last ever I would do in my life. Needing you beside me all the time are the most thing I want. I have learned this along my journey, letting go doesn't mean will loving you less. You were never supposed to mean this much to me, I was never supposed to hold you so hard. At some point I realize I have done too much and the only next step to do is to stop. Leave you alone, walk away. It is not like I'm giving up or shouldn't try .. Its just that I have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly mine would eventually be mine and what is not, no matter how hard we try will never be.
Wanting you is hard to forget, loving you is hard to regret, losing you is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet. Just because I let you go, doesn't mean I wanted to. I give you my heart, my souls and everything.. now it's time to let it be peacefully.
If you start to missing me, remember I didn't walk away.. you've let me go... I'm gone the moment I left.
You deserved to be in heart...but not in my life.
