At last, I have a time looking into my long leftover beloved place to blog, I have been catch up with life that makes me forgot a lot of things that close to me. Too much of unexpected changes I need to follow thru..I know I'm not standing the same way where I belong. Take it positively and move on slowly. New year has passed over and we are heading to almost the end of the year again. When you get a groove going, time flies but leaves its shadow behind in many thing.
I am not a big on resolution as I never keep them anyway, I do understand clearly that whatever that we have planned are just plan and the rest is for Allah to decide whether you deserve to be getting what we have always wanted or He may plan something much better for us. I'm blessed and I thanks Allah for everyday for everything that happens to me. I'm surrounded by nothing but great people. Teaching myself to take all the burden as a blessing as life is not always easy to live, but the opportunity to do so is a blessing beyond comprehension. In the process of living, struggles, many of which will cause me to suffer and to experience the pain.
Life approached drastically, I am not doing the same thing like what I did before for living. New field to explore but I would say to re-polish my own skill in convincing with well product knowledge perhaps. I won't say I was unable to deliver but I really need to put a lot of effort to understand more to move forward to achieve the target.
As each day goes by...I don't develop courage by being happy everyday, I do develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity. Everyday facing with a plenty of opportunities to get angry, stressed or offended. But what I'm doing when I indulge these negative emotions is giving something outside my internal power over my happiness. I can just simply choose to not let little things upset me. Because I know each day brings new choices in life.
I have a big vision and take very small steps to get there....I keep telling myself to be humble to execute but visionary and gigantic in terms of my aspiration. It's not about grand innovation, it's about a lot of little innovations everyday, every week, every month, making something a little bit better. Get big and growing fast, something that impossible to denied. I'm hungry of knowledge, a lot much lot. The whole thing is to learn everyday, to get brighter and brighter. That's what this world is about. Growing up, I was a target. Speaking and standing the right way, holding my wrist the right way as well. Everyday was a test, and were a thousand ways to fail, a thousand ways to betray to not live up to anybody standard of what was accepted of what was normal.
Nothing to regret anyway :) Enough said and time to back to work!
Nothing to regret anyway :) Enough said and time to back to work!
Always remember to live every day life to the fullest in moderation!
Auf wiedersehen und muaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.
