I'm back in town after a long holidays in Europe, being away traveling such a great experience. As per schedule, I was landed safely at Schiphol Airport, Holland here I come again to see you the city of freedom! Seeing the face of happiness around me really make me feel blessed and thankful. I may not good in convincing or accompany people but from the face I could tell. Looking surrounding I never thought that I will be back again, so many things that I had done before. The memories I left behind makes the whole stories too valuable to forget. Yes! Things will remain forever in my mind. I couldn't turn back the past but I'm here again in a better way at the same place where I'm standing before.
Too much to remember, I'll take it as a pre-guidelines to lead this journey. May Allah blessed and protect me from those unnecessary things across. Not much expectation and yet to demand, I'll give the best I could. Inshallah,....My Dearie heart, please stay strong and stay calm and do leave to Allah.
A night in Amsterdam before departing to Paris, Yes it's Paris, I'm leaving to the city of love...well, sounds great thou but I'm not came with the love one but I'm bringing the emptiness heart into this beautiful place! Haaah! What ashamed but believing this is the best for me this time. The fact of life that I have to take, I may have the rest but I won't be able to have the whole things to make myself looks completely perfect. Telling myself quietly not to cry for not having the love one next to me when I was standing next to the symbol of love the Eiffel Tower. Hrmmm..emo jap :'(
The only smile before it leftover to remember ..those beautiful things won't last longer but memories will remain unchanged. Dear Allah, I knew you have a better plan for me, please always remind me and be there for me to keep me strong. Wake me up if I'm about to left you behind, help me to keep my strength to move further ahead and love me as much as I want to be loved. -ameen-
