Working time peeps!
A refreshing day after back-to-back breaking holidays. Day after a month of new year eve, swinging mood up and down and catching harder to put everything back align. What a day today kan, lazy snaking mournday mood as usual and pretty sure not in the good blues at all. That's the most critical disease I ever had and still tak dapat² cure lagi! Penyakit malas bangun pagi :O huhuhu
Every morning when I got up, its remind me how mom screamed on me because I took an hour in the toilet! Believe me or not, yes I do asleep in the toilet when I was in standard 1 hahahaha tak tipu! I Swear :p hehehe seriously I can't even recall how many times mom did screaming and shouting at us every morning just to wake us up for school...heheh it was like a huge hurricane every morning in the house! What the sweet moments and I have a strong feeling that I am gonna be like her later, scream and shout bila nak kejut my kids nanti hahaha....well, I dunno when, hopefully that 1 sweet day will come true kan... :)
Until this age, seriously I dun know how many hour more do I need to get enough sleep and rest everyday. Sebab I'll only got up freshly at 5.30am every morning without miss and get back to sleep 1/2 after that! Macam mana nak bangun at 6.30am if 5.30am dah bangun and back to sleep balik. Kaaaaan agrrrrrrhhhhhhh seriously I am in serious condition susah bangun pagi >_< just like mom always said "you guys sooooooo liaaaat!" hahahah yeaaahh I shud admit that....I am liat... hehe
.....things has changed nowadays, I am no longer a small kid like I used to be. Staying alone nowadays without her around me. We been apart since last 17years, every single things over me its all on me now. Every movement I had and have to think wisely where shud I drive this destiny. Fact, no one to wake me up every morning, no one is shouting or screaming on me anymore like mom did before. No more cucur ikan bilis + sambal every morning for breakfast. No more lunch wait for me everyday when m back from school. No one will clean up my cloths and tight up my bed when it messed every morning...Gosssshhhh I miss those days....I miss everything...I miss when you mumbling at me...
Thank you mom,
For standing by me through thick and thin (yes I do meant it esp when I was huge!) for not giving up on me when I didn't win. For ur patience when I kept pushing you away, for caring when I said I didn't need you anyway (konon dah pandai masa tu!)..I am grateful knowing, I can count on ur strength. When I lose my way, you help me get back on track. When I in pain, ur comfort soothes and brings me back. You're truly amazing! The way you taught me how to be a good person, eventho I am not as good as what you wants me to be :( Those lessons I learned sitting at ur knee. I am lucky because, when I was sad you give faith and hope. When I was confused you taught me how to cope. When I felt I cudn't go on, you are the one carried me long miles. When I didn't believe, you restored my smiles!
Without failed, you always be there to listen with a helpful ear, offering advice with no tears, those hugs and smiles reminding me of all in my life that's worthwhile. Millions thank again, for ur guidance and faith u've shown. For giving me a safe place where i have grown, for showing me how to strive and because of ur love.. I will survive and u're the best ever thing in my life......
P/s: dun ask me why I wrote this....honestly I have no idea!
Thank you mom,
For standing by me through thick and thin (yes I do meant it esp when I was huge!) for not giving up on me when I didn't win. For ur patience when I kept pushing you away, for caring when I said I didn't need you anyway (konon dah pandai masa tu!)..I am grateful knowing, I can count on ur strength. When I lose my way, you help me get back on track. When I in pain, ur comfort soothes and brings me back. You're truly amazing! The way you taught me how to be a good person, eventho I am not as good as what you wants me to be :( Those lessons I learned sitting at ur knee. I am lucky because, when I was sad you give faith and hope. When I was confused you taught me how to cope. When I felt I cudn't go on, you are the one carried me long miles. When I didn't believe, you restored my smiles!
Without failed, you always be there to listen with a helpful ear, offering advice with no tears, those hugs and smiles reminding me of all in my life that's worthwhile. Millions thank again, for ur guidance and faith u've shown. For giving me a safe place where i have grown, for showing me how to strive and because of ur love.. I will survive and u're the best ever thing in my life......
P/s: dun ask me why I wrote this....honestly I have no idea!
