Ain't that way

That day... you were there standing look at me enjoying the beautiful sunrise. The treat will be remarkable just like how meaningful you're in my life. I wasn't prepared for the unexpected, I didn't realise those changes that you started open the door quietly. 

For so long that I been waited for you to come back in yourselve but I ruined the whole you accidentally within a second. How I wish I could have you back just like a hour ago. We are too fragile! That's what I could say.. 

You turned me upside down without warning. It wasn't supposed to happen this way. I didn't mean to hurt you and I'm sorry pushed you away. Only if I could tell how much love I have for you, but seems like there's no more room anymore for me to stand by your side. 

I'm working for so hard and waiting for so long but I come to realised what's not gifted to you directly is gifted to you through someone's else blessing. 

Yes I do hurt you today but I hurts even more than what you're thinking. I tried to tell myself it's mind over matter, but my heart was the matter standing in the way.