Monday, March 05, 2012

...I wish I could, I want I would

It's been so long since I've written something about feeling-meeling & lovey-dovey tinggy ni kan...it's been too long as well to wait for anything you might want to tell so for a villion times and I'm sorry again I've decided to moved on. I started everything alone struggling moving the next phase in life.....cewaaaahhh ala² emo lah pulak kan pagi² Isnin ni...hehe well, I am here seeing people surrounding and trying harder to have a good time on my own way. Telling myself to keep my mind occupied and perhaps it brought me a good things. move it Inshallah...

Only God knows why......
I've been sittin here trying to find myself, I get behind myself I need to rewind myself. Rewind sampai fenin +pitam! hehe Looking for the payback listening for the playback. Realised there's nothing more left behind to remember.  And I feel like number one yet I'm last in the line. Everyone knows but I'm kinda stuck somewhere, how could I say it way out loud. I guess that's the price I should pay for someone like you kot. I dunno! Out stretched hands and in a night as simple as a finger click....everything is gone and it is time to say a very goodbye to the past! 

Yesterday is history...
I've been gone, I've been gone away too long, cuma lom sesat lagi! maybe I've forgotten all the things I miss..somehow I know there is more to life than this. I've said it too many times and yes I'm here standing firm because I knew God still love me and I safe! and you deserve. So I'll keep a walking with my head held high....Hope tak tersungkur nanti! May God Bless everything ahead.

Tomorrow is a mystery..
Yes tomorrow is still mystery, I do not know what else is waiting for me but I am okay for everything now on. Ready for the next phase of treasure in life while the clock is running! Tick tock-tick tock! Keep on remind myself to be ready because "There is no drawing against tomorrow" Promise to myself to make the best of every moment I can...with blessed of cos!

Today is a gift, that's why its called the present!
Living in the present on yesterday's deposits. Treasure every moment that I have and have fun of it.  Thank to God for the gift before am giving up...Thank for the strength which I never knew I could be.  Nothing is makes sense, is like pulling me out of the dark. But the darkness just got darker....this heart of mine got harder, that's until you came along popping up out of no where...brighten up those darkness. cececeeeeee..>_<  What else should I say then... believing in you God will never turn me down to the earth! May Allah listening to my heart.....I wanna stay smile and be the best person for you....in you as well as I can do.......:')