Thursday, September 01, 2011

...Lovely Nightmares "can be never the same"

It's amazing how he can please so many hearts, but rip mine in half, all these nights tear me apart....I'm so depressed till I forgot how to laugh..The memories make my heart stop beating..

Never wud have imagined my dreams wud bcome my darkness nightmares..never imagined my nightmares wud become my life... So what do have left when everything has been taken away..? what do you do when the best isn't good enough anymore ..?

How this cud happen at this moment, I will never know..
You hold my heart inside, not letting me grow
Everything in me tells u're here to stay
Fact, it's seems tooo far away..

If only i knew which path to take, if only i knew what decision to make..
If only ur actions were more clear, they wud bring less pain and fear..

Now I surrendered, I made a desperate plea..
"It was over"
I looked around, and they vanished,
It was then that I realized
True love's aura is forever to last
To this truth, I was finally wise..
No matter how cruel the ending
How bad the past, love remains a stubborn child,
Surging from the deep abyss of the heart..

Did I love you so madly, so deeply
Even though you are gone
Your love shadows me every moment
Wasted are my efforts, to forget and move on..

I want to get over it, help me find a way...
It was  your choice to let go
Why does your love ask to stay..?

"just love lost in time"