Sunday, August 30, 2009

Let it rolled....

Incase 1 of these days u probably or incidentally drop by into this scratch again. (Which I knew well u’ve done that before & do not know for how many times more) I wud like to emphasize here ‘that was really a big big big mistakes’ that u have done on me. The mistakes from the slice cause of ur stupidness & ur greediness senses by wants me for u and ONLY for u. Too bad. Well, is just like a fastest horse can't catch the word spoken in anger. U may think that u’re the one who enable to change the world and may change everything including myself. Yeaahh! MAYBE I can agree with that and ‘maybe’ u can change and chase them as many u can and they will follow as what you wants too and as what you wish too but please please please bear in mind just for a single seconds that the God still there and ‘God are still God’ and yet stopping eyeing on you.! That’s the facts that we can’t change no matter what but do remember we are not always on the lucky track!

…something nice to remember from the legacy…
Thanks for the entire shoots, thanks for ur unnecessary kindness and thanks for being my brain and reacted geniusly & brilliancely, thanks for keep ur words soft & tender and a thousand millions thanks for all the fucking ideas and makes it real and flowed me out of the shit at least! *a bit salute!

My sorry, I’ve no intention to hurts anyone not even to screwing up everything that we had made in mind but do remember and please think it again from the other way around, obviously IT’S hurts me sometimes but... As a human being I’m bluff if I say that love is nothing in life. I bluff if I say that I do not need anyone to be on my side to care and YES I do need someone where I can call ‘soulmate’ and always been invisible in my heart & soul all the times. Can u see that in u? Can anyone accommodate the needs? or to fill the emptiness at least? The answer is NO.

As I told you earlier, there’s no way out to be with me, to understand the entire of me, felt the burden in my head and It’s not as simple as what u think, to conquer my whole entire senses in heart and life with your cents. I do believe infact from the beginning u do realize the facts of ME and it’s impossible to happen from any other way and that’s not gonna happen at all.
The facts of we both are totally from 2 difference flow. Things surrounding it’s so damn invincible and sometimes its makes me sick but that’s not gonna give any impact if u know the right way to pursue the dreams for sure.

No doubt! I missed…I remembered and I do.
We stumble, every each part of us. That’s why it’s happened to you felt comfort to go hand in hand in the sick flow but the passed of the tracks that we been through unfortunately a partial of it was u.. Seeing things passed through just likes a freezing winds breezes and its cooled remarkable. The only things I cud say…

There's nothing much to appreciate or encounter recall, the 'shit' will remain smelly forever that for sure! I did not regret on the facts but I do Thanks to God at least I still standing and the hit did not drag me longer. Is too late to turning back, when you realize that u makes a mistake and to amends. Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future . Perhaps! I wish I pray I dreams everyday and everytimes I open my eyes in the morning.

Feeling sorry for myself, and ur present conditions, is not only waste of energy but the worst habit u cud possibly have and for the last and ever 'thanks but NO thanks again!'

~cheers~