Tuesday, January 15, 2008

follow d narrow ...

Gossshhh…m so relatively bored lately, can’t find anything way can match or suit my stupidness feeling since d last few months. Life is soooo unbelievable, involving with unnecessary headaches, irritating stuffs, crazy decision & definitely some sort of irritated emo involvement. Errkkk… I really hate that!

As time goes by *damn fast….’07, really changed me a lot in every single things n thought. Thx God by giving me those kudos and truly enlighten me *finally. Life getting much better n better, x doubt! Realising the pains to gains happiness/feedom and heading to brighter way forever *hopefully. Leave me into very hard/difficult moment to stand with all d crazy junks around me. Gambling d moments such likes blinking my eyes and drove me crazy and hoping everything will be fine for me with the brand new day and surrounding. Here m standing with the spirits of strength to move fwd and furthermore n more. Perhaps!

Those irritating emo really made me sicked and luckily d passed is really deeply over. I do believe that we are x deserve to have everything in life and d fact of sad life is really
there! no matter how where u're, d fact when something who means a lot only to find out in the end that it was never ever meant to be yours & is times to let it go…and will hurting you badly...arrrhhh emo emo emo...!!! ok lets stop it.

Well, at this time m just laying down on d floor, tiring and sleeeepy but enables to close my eyes still. Crushed my head and clearly m not stranded with anything unnecessary feeling etc, just cudnt sleep without any reason. Tiring committed with unnecessary tasks all day long *even worth it*,m managed to dumped myself peacefully. M not really sure wat is d fuckin *stuffs* mingle in mind. M I missing someone, something, stuffy, buddies or it’s just Me.! Trying harder to shake it off and yet find any answers for it.


Arrrrgghh.....hmmmm I just can’t stand of blankliness + BLURliness huuuhhh!!!


P/s: I have a simple philosophy hehehe
"Fill what's empty, empty what's full.
Scratch where it itches"