What the meanin of life?
What is the value of appreciation?
Are we really happy with what we are doin n deserve now?
Afterall the struggling, things unfortunately xsatisfy ourselves?
Most of the time the answer to the above is “suffering” either internally or externally...or maybe I’m wrong but this is base on what I’ve realise and many ppl say so.
I was thinkin about “retribution” in life! The fact of circles of life and “recycles” of life seem like ever ending. Retribution from parents or grandparents in their past life with whateva they did wrong in their life. Unfortunately the circle of retribution of all faults goes to new generation/kids like us! I’m not trying to blame them or finger point to anybody but want to get my brain to workout why this happened and how it starts. Please think about it.
When shit happens, the only words came cross our mind was “If I know this gonna be... I won’t bla bla bla” is sound regrets but this is what usually happen to all the ppl surrounding including me. Why? Only one reason cause of we don’t know what will happen next, tomorrow etc and if we know that definitely we will think before whateva we done anything. Apparently things called retribution is hidden but mingle around. The way we think, talk and action, we are still not scare and still keep on doing things that we think right and should have done. Why this happen? Because we been treated to do, to think and to act that way. Ppl always said, why not? How do I? bla...bla..bla...?
Yes, definitely we are struggle to be a success person but without encouragement and support from those near to you, I don't think we may do it. I’m strongly feel that we really need extra effort to survive and knowing a typical human attitude without strong encouragement it won’t go anyway. Why? Again, all because of THE MINDMAP IS THAT WAY. Human nature or maybe is the way from beginning of the whole of life started means it’s start from the ppl earlier and comes to today life.
Automatically mindset of the fact in life retribution is there and my conscience is clear enough..Although I do wish what I want to be but sometimes I should face the fact that in life we won’t deserve everything even thought we did give the best for life.