Sunday, July 15, 2007

....this could be nothing

At these moment with the hardest way, trying my best to sync whatever inside to be blend together with the whole of the physical outlook. It may be able to be more consistently and peaceful. Well, life is not that easy, the harder I tried, the more I’m hurt. Every single second passing through I’m wondering, what’s next. Is this the sign of the feeling is gone? No more love in me? Invisible touched & invincible thought in mind, it’s really broke all the amazing memories of some terrific moments.

Absolutely gone, that’s what I felt. I wish I’m strong, to face today fact. Seeking the ending, it’s time to throw off all the hidden sickness and silent pain which always drive me crazy and uneasy. I do and truly believe, I should be able to move on and go furthermore but again after all the difficulty days, I can’t even stand by my owned thoughts. Huuhh… Everything is out of hand and beyond control the wheels of time kept churning, till the day become a lifetime today. I’m not able to hide all the tears anymore especially when shit really happened again.

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
When I try to do it right, this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
When I try to do it right, this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
Its not over