Sunday, March 23, 2014

....boredom

desire for desires
It's better to be absolutely ridicolus than absolutely boring,  paying of attention to boredom and enjoying the unbelievably interesting result.. 

Saturday, March 22, 2014

Know the words I speak are the thoughts I think out loud!

hooooohooo! am back again….well, everyone has their own ways of expression, I believe we have a lot to say but finding ways to say it is more than half a battle. So do I, so much of things happened lately and I was unable to serve them all at one time. I was recently discharged due to Enteritis, 6D5N been stranded in the hospital with a multiple procedures applied and drips on my both arm really drove me a lil bit crazy. I just exhausted of back-to-back medications which cause me a terrible insomnia lately and make me staying up in the mid of the night while all of you was in the deep of the dreams. Nothing come easy so I have to bare with my daily medication routine.The fact is I am too sick of being sick lately. Hope everything will be fine and I'll be back to normal.

This moment xoxo was next to me snoring just like a exhausted small baby. She's getting bigger and adorable, if only I could tell how much love I reserve for her since the day 1st we meet. Only God knows. She's always make me smile without even trying. She's always make me smile when I talked but she couldn't  reply or talk back to me especially when I was mumbling to her everyday. She just like a real alive teddy! Xoxo is meant something to me, she's too special which I couldn't explain even though I have also cikka in the house. I guess I may end up with this kiddos and I know there's a way to go and may our journey ahead stay with a bunch of joys & fun.

Been away from office, I am trying not to think too much about work. I really put aside all things related to office. While resting at home during the medical leave, My mind came out a silly idea of having a scratch-book for my lil kiddos and specifically for xoxo. I used to love arts but I didn't get the opportunity to pursue further, it been a while after I have left it out aside. I am not a artist and I doubt I still have the artistic touch in me. I was thinking of keep all the sweetest memories into the scratch book for xoxo's life journey from scratch to remember. Hope the idea won't be  'angan2 kosong!" hehe 
 

This is the only idea popping up for the start move, more to go next.  I may need to tidy up more and get some photos printed and stick inside, so it may look more interesting I hope.  Will see how things goes later…hehe 

Okay than I'll be here again when I am back! Bye...


Tuesday, January 28, 2014

You took away my heart & soul...

What about the title…it's sounds soooooooooo dramatic sgt kan....haha seems like am fallen love again! Konooooon hahaha... I don't know where to start but I just feel wanna to write something seems my heart keep on mumbling inside! Need some space to relief kot ..Been a while, not saying I am tooo free pun, tengah busy ni actually hahahah. Lantaklah.... I am done here with my the first meeting arrangement, there will be another one to go next. Back to back meeting till end of the day. Pengsan! Sometimes, I felt bored and exhausted of doing things which not challenging my mind (macam nothing but actually there's something) but I deep in me am still blessed even though I'd complaining here and there. Biasalah kan I just a typical human being bukan teddy bear or Megatron! Oh well, that's about it for my opening speech for the day hahahaha....

New year again just like those years flies...new start to live for a DOUBLE better life living...
2014 - No more plan like before, no more "todo list" to fulfil...I have almost none in my wait list. Slowly adapt into my daily routine and enjoy the day by day as much as I can. Trying to simplify my next journey ahead, I worked I earned as what I did long the way and I DO SPENT to rewards myself for all the hard work. I believes this gonna be the best ever practice for a person like me. Well accepted with unexpected achievements! Enough said ...

....and today we almost reach to the end of the 1st month of the year. Hahahaha.....that was so damn fast kan..3 more days to go. Started with some screwed up "hope" for my New Year celebration, next after Chinese New Year there will be a Valentines Day pulak hahahaha.....simply said, I have nothing in mind and as of I have someone pun nak celebrate bagai hahahaha....#inisemuapoyo #poyobutnotphysco wish me the very best of luck on my day ahead lah please, itu yang lebih penting!....hahaha still berangan lagi and dying of hitting the climax of minds (over thinkinglah ni tgh busy² hahaha) will this year challenge me like those years ????? hahahahah Gooooooshhhhh my mind was truly meraban flying everywhere while waiting for the next meeting, this must be effected from too much of Arabian foods and lambs kot tadi hahaha…Yukkks! >_<

*sigh* what do I done for the first 28days ago hrrrrmmmmmm...(I am truly a thinker now) haha let's check it out! Macam banyak ajer but is not necessary pun to list it out here lah kan, nanti jadi novel plak. Baru yea jadi writer syok sendiri and people will start thinking that I am trying to show off plak kaaaann...Okay then, I choose to share 1 of the unexpected decision that I have made in my life and yet to know what makes me to pursue until today. For the first time in life, truly unbelievable! or I may ran out of my entire mind...I have decided to get myself a cat! Hahahahahaha dammiiiiit! what the hell is going on me nowadays, didn't meant I hate cats, I do love them but yet to jaga them like mom did all the time or maybe I'm not patient enough and too busy with ntah apa² surrounding. Move it! The bad news is the time keep on flies, and the good news that I am still remain as the pilot on this journey. Alhamdullilah... Never thought of this at all but no harm pun to give a try kan...

Back to the cat story! yes I am talking about a real kucing (meow² tu) hahaha still can't believe this! but I really make it happened. No more turning back! Yes I am such a typical Taurean, note on my determination, focus, forward and move it ! With some of my saving, I've spent out for 2 months years old lil kitten hahahahaha finally! Oh my....wish and pray for both of us have a long life in pleasure..(not sure who gonna survive longer in this battle!) hahahaha forcing myself to keep on positive thought. Things are become more interesting after my first meet with my lil baby. Done with some research and study do & don't, realising that there's a way of business opportunity can be done in cattery industry! Hooo yeay...!!! Opportunist loves opportunities = absolute ME!... well², it takes money to make money, just like a gift from me to me! hahaha love it so much when it come to new exposure...next

Here is my lil kitten...
I called her xoxo (name manje for my dearie British Shorthair kucing), registered on her birth certificate is Imakatz Chotz Axoera!!! Yuppp that was lil me hahahahaah.........I was extremely excited, my nickname is now alive! Why Imakatz..? I have no choice, that's her surname (her real father's name laa) so xoxo have to carry her surname forever, furthermore xoxo bukan kucing jalanan.... am fine with it!....so let's the new journey begun...

Too much of saying for the day, been so long am not done this! Sekali tulis, tu diaaaaa penuh whole page hahaha...! I got to go now to resume my duty before my dearie Datuk start looking for me up and down. Here you go people, I introduce to you my lil xoxo....I'll let her do the taking ...hahahaha
See you when I see you again....bye for now..!