For so long that I been waited for you to come back in yourselve but I ruined the whole you accidentally within a second. How I wish I could have you back just like a hour ago. We are too fragile! That's what I could say..
You turned me upside down without warning. It wasn't supposed to happen this way. I didn't mean to hurt you and I'm sorry pushed you away. Only if I could tell how much love I have for you, but seems like there's no more room anymore for me to stand by your side.
I'm working for so hard and waiting for so long but I come to realised what's not gifted to you directly is gifted to you through someone's else blessing.
Yes I do hurt you today but I hurts even more than what you're thinking. I tried to tell myself it's mind over matter, but my heart was the matter standing in the way.