Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Bukan milik aku..

Tuhan, aku mohon kau matikanlah segala rasa yang masih tersisa, kau hapuskanlah semua punca derita agar aku boleh terus rasa apa itu bahagia..

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Ain't that way

That day... you were there standing look at me enjoying the beautiful sunrise. The treat will be remarkable just like how meaningful you're in my life. I wasn't prepared for the unexpected, I didn't realise those changes that you started open the door quietly. 

For so long that I been waited for you to come back in yourselve but I ruined the whole you accidentally within a second. How I wish I could have you back just like a hour ago. We are too fragile! That's what I could say.. 

You turned me upside down without warning. It wasn't supposed to happen this way. I didn't mean to hurt you and I'm sorry pushed you away. Only if I could tell how much love I have for you, but seems like there's no more room anymore for me to stand by your side. 

I'm working for so hard and waiting for so long but I come to realised what's not gifted to you directly is gifted to you through someone's else blessing. 

Yes I do hurt you today but I hurts even more than what you're thinking. I tried to tell myself it's mind over matter, but my heart was the matter standing in the way.

Tuesday, May 03, 2016

Jangan lagi

Dengan izinmu Ya'Allah..
Berilah aku kekuatan

Untuk tidak menyakiti kerana aku pernah disakiti
Pelihara aku agar tidak mengkianati sepertimana aku dikianati
Jangan biarkan aku melukai kerana aku tahu sakit bila dilukai
Tabahkan aku agar jangan meninggalkan sesuatu yang kau beri kerana aku tahu peritnya bila ditinggalkan

Dan hanya dengan izinmu aku bisa memiliki dengan sepenuh hati..

Monday, February 15, 2016

Wrap up time!!

Day 6 & 7 

Long story short, we were tight up with meeting over meeting. Knowing that I will be leaving this city very soon. Before end, I'm being invited to join a treat to Stamford Bridge where Chelsea Stadium located. What is this place meant for me hhahaha... nothing! 

This truly ideal for those fans but not for me! Sorry for all Chelsea fans for not be able to be here instead of me. Lol... Spending half a day visiting this stadium, just another point of view from someone who know nothing about football. I'm not surprised only 2-3 of all truly a fan of Chelsea, as for the rest this probably one of the thing todo to whoever come visiting London. 

I could say this will be an interesting tour for Chelsea fans but the stadium not as good as some stadiums. Overall not so bad for the tour except the entrance fee was slightly higher than Red Giant stadium. I bought myself 2 jerseys and some souvenir to bring back home. Thanks Chelsea! I do enjoyed the hospitality especially your charming tour manager. 

Well² time running too fast, I will leaving London early morning tomorrow. Wrap up time and going back where I belong. Let's start the engine pack things up huhu... 

Bye London! Ill be back again to see you..!